It's been 14 weeks today since you had to leave.......it still feels like it's only just happened....still raw. I can remember every minute .......it will stay with me forever. I still cannot believe this has happened. We were meant to retire and grow old together, and now we can't live our dreams. Chris I miss you so much and I wish you could come home........but I know you never can. Everyday just gets harder. I love you from the bottom of my heart and will love and is you forever my precious angel. Sleep tight darling xxxxxxxxx