My darling Chris......tomorrow is your birthday and I so wish we were celebrating it together. This is so wrong Chris.....you should be here with us, laughing, joking and your usual happy self......instead I'm in so much pain......my heart is shattered and I just want a cuddle. I would do anything right now to have you here. I love you so much and miss you so much it's killing me. You are the best ever husband, soul mate and best friend. Until we are together again just remember our saying.....together forever,never apart. Love you so much my precious angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxx