My darling angel...today I am taking the girls and Ruby and Billy to LapLand UK in your memory as you said last christmas you was going to take them this year. I know you will be there with us, but I wish so much that it has to be this way Chris....I wish you was here right now getting ready and getting excited at seeing Ruby and Billy's face when we get there, just as you had talked about. I love you so very much, and miss you more and more every single day.the pain won't go......sleep tight my precious angel. Together Forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxx